Bothersome Worry
Oct. 31st, 2006 08:10 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
babygrayNaNoWriMo starts at midnight, and I would be crazy to not admit that I'm nervous.
I don't know why I'm nervous. I've done this twice already. My first year, I started five, ten days late and I still reached my goal in time. My second was wretched, but I continued and did my best and reached the 50,000 word mark with a few days to spare.
So why am I so worried now? Anticipation?
I feel as if I'm standing before a pitch-black land, unsure if the the next step will be on unseen solid ground or will lead me into an abyss that will swallow me whole.
In a few hours, I will be able to begin writing... キャ~ッ！
I don't know why I'm nervous. I've done this twice already. My first year, I started five, ten days late and I still reached my goal in time. My second was wretched, but I continued and did my best and reached the 50,000 word mark with a few days to spare.
So why am I so worried now? Anticipation?
I feel as if I'm standing before a pitch-black land, unsure if the the next step will be on unseen solid ground or will lead me into an abyss that will swallow me whole.
In a few hours, I will be able to begin writing... キャ~ッ！
